a cold, lonely night

haha actually no. the title isnt really tru. but its cold to me everywhere, because when i get sick, im cold non-stop. but i was hoping id feel better tonight, which obviously didnt hapen, because i feel worse. a lot of times, i feel like im immune to medicine. it NEVER helps me. i ca hardle speak at the moment, it hurts to breath + swallow, its so annoying to f*cking cough, and im freakin dizzy. well enough sorry about the complaining, i just have nothing more interesting to write about, lol